Gabriel's journey: a transgender Spaniard makes the change

Gabriel's journey: a transgender Spaniard makes the change

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Gabriel Diaz de Tudanca is a 19-year-old Spaniard who, although born a girl, identified as male from early childhood.

"When I was three years old I came back from school and said to my mother that when I grew up I was going to be a man called Oscar," he says.

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Diaz de Tudanca, 20, and his girlfriend Ruth take part in a protest to stop transgender pathologization.

Supported by his family and friends, he has undergone surgery and hormone treatments, changed his name and renewed his identity documents to reflect what he feels is his true gender.

Reuters photographer Susana Vera accompanied him for three years through his process of change.

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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, shows a friend a picture of himself with the sentence "I'm trans" as part of a public campaign to fight hate crimes.

In terms of lesbian, gay, bisexual and trans (LGBT) rights, Spain ranks relatively high in surveys. But authorities require a mental health diagnosis before allowing gender change on official documents, as being transgender is classed a mental illness.

This is the case in the majority of European countries.

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A Spanish Civil Guard looks at Diaz de Tudanca, 17, after attending the official presentation of the public campaign to fight hate crimes in which he was featured.

"I didn't take it that badly, being diagnosed as 'mentally ill'," he says. "But I feel angry that you have to get that diagnosis to be able to change documents, get hormone treatment or surgery."

The World Health Organisation ruled in June that being transgender should no longer be classified as a mental disorder. It now considers "gender incongruence" under sexual health conditions.

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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, undergoes a female to male chest reconstruction surgery.

At 17, Diaz de Tudanca started with hormone treatments aimed at developing secondary sex characteristics such as voice deepening and a masculine pattern of hair and fat distribution. Around two years ago he underwent surgery to remove his breasts.

"It was a huge change in my life," he says of no longer having breasts. "It's a great liberation."

He is now accepted socially as a man, although he has received rejection from some. One childhood male friend said he would not consider him a man as he didn't have a penis.

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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, and his girlfriend Ruth relax by a pool.

Now dating a girl, Diaz de Tudanca is proud of his transgender identity and has taken part in a Madrid council awareness campaign to prevent hate crime, putting his face to a series of posters that appeared around the city's metro network.

"The hate and intolerance of others comes from ignorance about trans people," he says.

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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, holds an LGTB flag during Pride Week in Madrid.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, holds an LGTB flag during Pride Week in Madrid.

Diaz de Tudanca, 16, hugs his mother Mariely as they both attend a tribute for a transgender boy who committed suicide in Madrid.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 16, hugs his mother Mariely as they both attend a tribute for a transgender boy who committed suicide in Madrid.

Diaz de Tudanca, 16, is nervous as he lays down before getting his first testosterone shot.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 16, is nervous as he lays down before getting his first testosterone shot.

Diaz de Tudanca, 17, rides on a public bus to attend his school graduation.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, rides on a public bus to attend his school graduation.

Diaz de Tudanca, 17, waits to get in the water with members of the LGTB swimming club Halegatos.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, waits to get in the water with members of the LGTB swimming club Halegatos.

Diaz de Tudanca, 17, walks out of the men's room at a club that segregates by gender naming the women’s room 'Gatas' (female cats) and the men's room 'Gatos' (male cats).
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Diaz de Tudanca, 17, walks out of the men's room at a club that segregates by gender naming the women’s room 'Gatas' (female cats) and the men's room 'Gatos' (male cats).

Diaz de Tudanca, 18, undergoes a female to male chest reconstruction surgery.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, undergoes a female to male chest reconstruction surgery.

Diaz de Tudanca, 18, reacts upon seeing his chest for the first time after undergoing his female to male chest reconstruction surgery.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, reacts upon seeing his chest for the first time after undergoing his female to male chest reconstruction surgery.

Diaz de Tudanca, 18, gets kissed by his mother Mariely after getting the civil registry official papers that reflect the legal change in his gender and name.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, gets kissed by his mother Mariely after getting the civil registry official papers that reflect the legal change in his gender and name.

The civil registry official papers of Diaz de Tudanca, 18, reflect the legal change in gender and name.
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The civil registry official papers of Diaz de Tudanca, 18, reflect the legal change in gender and name.

Current pictures of Diaz de Tudanca, 18, lie next to his former identity card as he waits to be issued with a new identity card.
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Current pictures of Diaz de Tudanca, 18, lie next to his former identity card as he waits to be issued with a new identity card.

The prosthetic penis that Diaz de Tudanca, 18, uses on occasion lies in his room.
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The prosthetic penis that Diaz de Tudanca, 18, uses on occasion lies in his room.

Diaz de Tudanca, 18, waits to be taken to the operating room to have his female to male chest reconstruction surgery.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 18, waits to be taken to the operating room to have his female to male chest reconstruction surgery.

Diaz de Tudanca, 20, smokes as he heads to a hospital check-up.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 20, smokes as he heads to a hospital check-up.

Diaz de Tudanca, 20, gets ready before going out.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 20, gets ready before going out.

Diaz de Tudanca, 20, gets a tattoo of a testosterone molecule and the words 'Self-Made Man".
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Diaz de Tudanca, 20, gets a tattoo of a testosterone molecule and the words 'Self-Made Man".

Diaz de Tudanca, 19, wakes up from a nap.
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Diaz de Tudanca, 19, wakes up from a nap.

A school graduation picture of Diaz de Tudanca, 20, is displayed at his parents' home.
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A school graduation picture of Diaz de Tudanca, 20, is displayed at his parents' home.